The Children's Heaven (draft)

THE CHILDRENS HEAVEN First Draft 2023 JANUARY 1, 2023 ASIMBELD BY SISTER JOAN GREER UFK Contents Introduction .................................................................................................................................................. 2 Chapter 1.: Welcome Mother Joan ............................................................................................................... 2 Chapter 2: The Tsunami ................................................................................................................................ 5 Chapter 3. Peter's Story ................................................................................................................................ 9 Chapter 4 A Faithist's story ......................................................................................................................... 11 Chapter 5 The Darkness .............................................................................................................................. 18 Chapter 6 A Personal Experience .............................................................................................................. 21 Note to Les Lee............................................................................................................................................ 22 End Notes .................................................................................................................................................... 22 1 Introduction Sister Cora's book 1234567 All DEAD CHILDREN GO TO HEAVEN was my first introduction to the Children's Heaven as a separate Organization from the First Resurrection for Adults. In her book Sister Cora, tells the tragic stories of a grandmother's loss of three grandchildren, (1. Abortion 2. Miscarriage 3. Leukemia) and the Grandmother's overwhelming shame of her only son passing syphilis to his wife and child. In her Book she mentions the Children's Heaven only in-passing and tells us nothing about its purpose and organization. It is my hope that this book will bring clarity and peace of mind to all those who said farewell to a child. Cora's book was a bit preachy concerning sex out of wedlock and abortion. I hope to avoid being preachy by reminding myself and my readers that OAHSPE counsels for free will and discourages preaching. i Chapter 1.: Welcome Mother Joan The sun could not be seen but there was a lot of soft light in sky. The lawn was beautiful, sloping gently up from a large plain two story building with many windows. Many individuals were sitting on the well-manicured lawn, some in small groups. I noticed Al Holmes and his wife Buffy, and walked to them. I sat down with them, and turned to look at what they were watching. A number of children were gathering in a cleared place in front of a large rectangular building. Someone approached me and offered me a chair off to one side. Another woman welcomed me for my first visit to the Children's Heaven and explained that they 2 usually gathered this time of day for music and other activities. A group of about 12 children had taken their places on a cleared place in front of the building, and they began to sing. Their songs filled the air with beautiful harmonies. Some of the songs were sung by a full choir of children with a few solos, and some by small groups. The woman who had welcomed me addressed me as "Mother". She spoke to me at the end of the children's program saying that I was welcome in the future, and they looked forward to my next visit. I often found myself there in the evenings, usually without seeking. The Holmes told me that on other evenings the children would read poetry or short papers they had written. The presentations were always well attended and always the children were well prepared and poised. It was a wonderful way to spend an evening. One evening when I attended, a one act skit was presented. Another evening I enjoyed particularly was of creative dancing, something the children had choreographed themselves. I returned many times to the evening presentations in the Children's Heaven. Sometimes the children played instrumental music that was as beautiful as the choral music, with the children playing the many different instruments found in symphony orchestras on our planet. Sometimes I would see Al and Buffy sitting on the grass off to one side, and sometimes I joined them. There were others sitting in the grass, and I am sure that they were all visitors from the First Resurrection Faithist Heaven as Al and Buffy were. When the children have gained experience in appearing before a group in the Children's Heaven, they would go out into the community of adults in the nearby First Resurrection heaven and participate in worship services. I have attended worship services in the central First Resurrection area where the children pass out flowers to those attending. Sometimes the children will participate with group instrumental music or choral singing with the adults. Once I met a group of children on a path through a woods as I walked about exploring. They knew who I was from my visits to the Children's Heaven. They told me they would be part of a Worship Service and invited me to come along with them and attend. I enjoyed it a great deal. Apparently, there were altars for worship in many places. All of the altars I have seen are in the Amphitheater design with those attending seated 3 above the "stage" in semi-circles of seating. In the Children's Heaven or when the children assist at the services the children always wore plain white tunics with a cord around the waist, their everyday way of dressing. In 2022 I was not aware of the steps in education although I had visited the school my husband and other Faithists attend. Now in 2023 I am aware that there are colleges for newcomers to the heavens where many subjects are taught through lectures. A Faithist friend has told me that his mother who passed on about 2 years ago has been taking classes in the heavcns. She had not read OAHSPE but felt the desire her son had for her to experience the Faithist heaven. He has been taken to see where she is in school, but he has not seen her since she entered class work. I am aware of and have visited the Halls of Learning where talks of more advanced spiritual studies are available from the Second and Third Resurrections. These classes I visited appear to be for older angels. In the Halls of Learning topics are announced and an individual may attend any talk of interest to them. There are many talks going on at the same time, much like a college campus. I understand that those with special abilities in academics as well as the arts are given the opportunity to move into program that lead to advanced studies. But education is always a self-choice. No one is forced to study or be involved in anything that does not truly interest them. Faithist adults and children have separate schools they attend almost immediately after they have passed into the Faithist's Heaven. My husband attended classes in a school setting, and my numerous visits to his school and adjacent library were my first experience of touring the heavcns with my husband, Ken, as my guide. In this school I saw models of our solar system moving through space that explained through watching how our Tow Sang (Solar System) works, as well as a model of our galaxy with our planet identified in an arm of our galaxy. The Faithist husband of a woman who attends weekly gatherings for Universal Faithist of Kosmon group worship is someone I have seen frequently. When I saw him just after he passed into spirit he took me to see his school. His school was the same school with large library where my husband had attended classes. To me this indicated that both of them passed into spirit with much the same spiritual understanding. After this first meeting, I always saw these two men together. Then one evening when they walked into my meditation, my husband told me that the two of them had been 4 told to gather all the Faithists together. They talked about how they would be doing this and added that I would not see them for awhile. Two weeks later, on February 24, 2022, Russia launched military action in Ukraine. Now in the summer of 2023, I have not seen these two Faithists since early February of 2022. Chapter 2: The Tsunami For several years after my husband, Ken, passed into spirit he gave me tours of the heavens. On an early tour I found myself in the heavens quite high and moving swiftly. Ken was holding my right hand and I traveled with him without any effort as he swiftly carried me along. It was an amazing experience as he seemed able to move through the air so easily. I was aware that there was no air rushing against me as we traveled East half-way around the earth. After a short time we stopped and seemed to just be pausing in space. Looking down I saw a large body of water that looked like the Indian Ocean with the countries that bordered it. Ken told me that there was to be a very serious Earthquake in this area very soon, and that there was a lot of work going on in the heavens preparing for the large group of individuals who would lose their earth lives in this catastrophe. He took me close to the earth over a site where a great deal of construction of a huge number of identical rectangular buildings was in progress. The construction was in progress on what seemed to be a vast "island in the sky" that to me was what is referred to in spiritual writings as a plateau. I have no idea how many buildings were there, as the construction I could see was immense. Ken told me that the buildings were hospitals that would receive those people who would lose their earth lives in the Tsunami. Here in these heavenly hospitals they would be cared for if they had sustained injuries as well as given whatever help needed for the adjustment to the catastrophic event that was about to happen. At the time of this experience I was a participant in a meditation group of Universal Faithists of Kosmon. I reported this experience when we shared our meditations. Although I have never checked, the group facilitator told the group that our experiences were archived on line. I have never gone to the Archived location, but do believe the facilitator. 5 I had discovered that when Ken took me someplace in the heavens, after my first trip I was able to go there without his help. I had only to think of myself there, and I was there. The following week I went again to this location and this time found myself in a group of angel workers standing on what looked like a dock for a ship at the edge of what I had previously described as a plateau. Beyond the plateau was sky, just plain open space as we see sky from the earth. Shortly after I arrived a vessel like I had never seen before could be seen approaching. A beautifully graceful sailboat with one fully extended sail arrived at the dock. Those on board came "ashore" on the dock of the plateau and were greeted by a group who seemed to me to be a "Welcoming Committee". As I recall the scene a group of about 5 or 6 individuals in white robes disembarked and were greeted by a group on the plateau. The individual who was apparently the Chief Inspecter wore a short cape with beautiful gold trimming and several small gold symbols. Those on the plateau who were the welcoming committee wore what I would say were a robe for physical work as they seemed to be shades of tan, having sleeves shorter than on my robe as well as the robes I saw on others. The conversation I could hear indicated that those who arrived on the sailboat had been sent to see how the plans to receive the expected victims of the Tsunami were progressing...and if they would be ready for all the thousands who were expected. The Inspectors were shown through several of the closest buildings and when they exited the buildings they were pleased. They talked briefly and then they boarded the sailboat and sailed away across the sky. My experience ended as they sailed away. Britannica on line reads: On December 26, 2004, at 7:59 AM local time, an undersea earthquake with a magnitude of 9.1 struck off the coast of the Indonesian island of Sumatra. Over the next seven hours, a tsunami--a series of immense ocean waves--triggered by the quake reached out across the Indian Ocean, devastating coastal areas as far away as East Africa. Some locations reported that the waves had reached a height of 30 feet (9 meters) or more when they hit the shoreline. The tsunami caused one of the largest natural disasters in recorded history, killing at least 225,000 people across a dozen countries, with Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, Maldives, and Thailand sustaining massive damage. Indonesian officials estimated that the death toll there alone ultimately exceeded 200,000, particularly in 6  northern Sumatra's Aceh province. Tens of thousands were reported dead or missing in Sri Lanka and India, a large number of them from the Indian Andaman and Nicobar Islands territory. The low-lying island country of Maldives reported more than a hundred casualties and immense economic damage. Several thousand non-Asian tourists vacationing in the region also were reported dead or missing. The lack of food, clean water, and medical treatment--combined with the enormous task faced by relief workers trying to get supplies into some remote areas where roads had been destroyed or where civil war raged--extended the list of casualties. When I heard of the Tsunami on the news I went into meditation and saw the huge waves crashing over the land. I saw people climbing trees to escape the huge waves. The waves were so high that trees and buildings offered no protection. I saw bodies washed along with the force of the waves. And of course I thought of the hundreds of buildings I saw being built to receive the spirits of these individuals. I did not see the actual rescue work for all these individuals who lost their earth lives and when I went to this plateau of hospitals at the next Meditation Group I was escorted through several of the "hospital buildings". There were individual beds with clean bedding, some buildings were larger with beds lined up against the long walls on either side with an isle through the middle of the building. There seemed to be individual adults who appeared to be asleep. In other buildings there was a different arrangement where a child or children were usually in adjacent beds to an adult. Someone walked with me explaining how they used colored lights for each individual adjusting colors and intensity of color. I recall we came to one adult and my guide signaled an attendant you might call a nurse, and immediately several attendants were busy changing the color of the light and my guide advised the staff as to the intensity of the color needed. I was told that those children with adults indicated an adult who actively worked to assist a child caught in the Tsunami, and that the child and adult died together with the adult trying to help the child. The adult and child or children were kept together so that when the child awoke from their sleep of passing into spirit, they would be with the last person they had seen helping them on earth. Those working in this hospital said it was easier for the child, as well as adults because it 7 helped adults to see the child was out of harm's way being cared for, and children felt safer with the adult without gigantic waves crashing over them. Both adults and children adjusted easier when they were together upon waking from their sleep. I was profoundly impressed with the deep compassion those working with the drowned individuals showed in their care and concern for those in their care. The next meditation group I attended took me on the next step in recovery of those I had seen in the hospitals. This time the individual who accompanied me, met me outside a "hospital building". I saw a large number of the hospital buildings behind me, rows upon rows of them. When I looked around far beyond where I was, I saw to my left a large grassy area. I also saw a number of small cottages off to my right. As I looked at the vast grassy area and listened to my guide talk, I realized this was the Children's Heaven and these cottages adjoined the Children's Heaven. Far off to my left I saw the familiar large rectangular main building of the Childen's Heaven. I assume that the hospitals for children who were rescued after drowning had been moved to adjoin the Children's Heaven. The angels can easily move a "plateau" from place to place in the heavens as I saw a plateau being raised and moved about a year later. I was told that when the children wake from their transition sleep they are frightened, and the last adult they saw is with them to comfort them. The adults awake before the children and in most cases easily understand they drowned and are in heaven with the child they were trying to help. The adults are coached in how to help the children adjust. The adult and the child or children move out of the hospital into one of the cottages adjoining this hospital as soon as possible. If there was no adult with the child then someone who knows how to help the children in such situations is with them when they awake. The cottages become their new home and the adults who are with them are trained to help the children. Each day the new child angels see the children who live in the Children's Heaven when they play outside and have games and the evening performances. Eventually the new spirit children join the children at play, and it does not take long for the new children to gravitate into being with the children who live in the Children`s Heaven. I was impressed with the concern and compassion for the adjustment of the children. They are not forced or placed in any situation where they are uncomfortable. They are allowed to flow along at their own pace. They may return to the cottages as they wish and the adults may stay with and/or visit 8 the children as long as the children in the Children's Heaven need their support and comfort. Sometimes family groups are relocated to another adjoining area in the Children's Heaven. Every effort is made to help adults and children adjust to their new home in the heavens. Everyone is educated in the ways of the heavens and families are united and are maintained as they desire. I have wondered if children with their families may attend the School in the Children's Heaven, and I understand this is also part of the work with children. However, my understanding is that the children may stay with their parents or be at the school with the other children. There did not seem to be a lot of rules adults and children had to follow. It seems to me that there was just one rule: freedom for adults and children to make their own decisions. Chapter 3. Peter's Story A Faithist friend named Peter recently told me of seeing his wife working with infants, because he had heard me talk of the Children's Heaven, we both assumed that the infants are cared for in the Children's Heaven. In later visits to the Children's Heaven I was told that the infants are in an area adjoining the large building where the children perform in the evening. I was told on a later visit that I could visit as part of my work of telling others about the Children's Heaven. What follows is what Peter tells in his own words of what he saw in the Infant's building. During an open medication to see what I would be shown of the spirit of my wife, she came to me. She was dressed in a white simple robe with a small gold band around the waist, and she was in a Children's Heaven in the spirit world. There were pretty little cottages for the older children and some children were playing in these beautiful gardens round about the area, it is a very beautiful and peaceful place and there were some older spirit children helping with the younger ones. She and I had some pleasant and private conversation, and then she took me to 9 the nurseries, where there were infants who had just finished being fettled* on the proper mortal hosts until the time of their natural birth had arrived At this next step in their development, they now were being taken care of in the nursery. All of the infants had their little places set aside, where there were some sort of instrumentation, or set-up to help strengthen them. This set-up gave forth visible vibrations that were accompanied by soft, soothing frequencies, and music. My wife picked up one of these infants and held the infant in her arms very gently and lovingly, giving it a kiss or two and smiling at the infant in her arms. My wife, Bambi, was very happy in this role with these children, and there was a loving happiness all around the area which was an extremely beautiful and enchanting environment which caused deep joyfulness to rise up in me as well. The message from her was very simple. It was that no matter what the circumstances of an infant's physical demise...whether from disease, accident, abortion, or still birth, the spirit children were well loved and taken care of, and provided all that they needed to grow into mature, spiritual beings. At some point in time they would be called to go to a new corporeal world, as was the case with such beings came to our planet, and will play the same role to bring forth cognitive, intelligent beings capable of immortal life on the New World as has been done on our earth some 72,000 years ago or so. * Babies who are aborted either because of a choice made by the mother or where the mother is unable to carry the child to term are fettled on the mother attached by a spiritual umbilical cord attached to the spiritual amnionic sac. If the mother is not suitable, a female relative or suitable female and in some cases a male living on our planet is used. The unborn babe is fettled until the time of its natural birth, at which time the angels place the infant in the Children's Heaven Nursery. What I understand from this encounter with the spirit of the mother of my children is that we should be assured, that we do not lose those children who pass on without the experience of mortal life whatever the reason we know: their existence is not over and that they do not just go into nothingness because they continue, and grow to be confident and responsible angel beings and that they grow to possess great spiritual knowledge. This was just another reminder that as such there is no death of the mind and soul of a person once created. What we have helped to create as a living 10  being, we will meet in the spirit heavens and interact with them. We know that their perspective of things may be very different and far broader than that of ours because they have been in the spirit world much longer than we. When we pass into the ES world and come in contact with our children in spirit face-to-face, we realize they have been in ES longer than we have and have obtained a fuller understanding of the loving forgiveness we who live on the face of the earth must work to find. With angelic instruction they could be more mature than we are when we have only recently arrived in the spirit world. What was brought to my attention by this experience is that there is always a purpose in the universe for those who die in infancy; however, they die as to their mortality, and our Creator has planned well for the future of all individuals with an immortal soul. They will live in spirit forever. There are lessons to be learned from "earth-life", so those born into the spirit life without the experience of earth-life will gain through experiences on other worlds sometime in their future. Chapter 4 A Faithist's story For over 5 years I had thought about writing about the Children's Heaven. I found notes I had made years ago. I was not sure how to start what I wanted to write. Several months ago, I received a phone call from a new student. I sent him literature and in a few weeks he called again. He seemed to be under a lot of stress, and I felt he wanted to talk about something, but it did not happen in that call. Several weeks later he called again, and we talked casually, and then he said: "I have this problem I need help with. I hope you can help me." With this he told me that three of his children who had been aborted were troubling him. They had somehow attached themselves to him, and seemed to always be with him. He told me that their nearness was extremely stressful, and he wondered if I 11 could help him or if there was anything he could do to ease his situation. I explained the Children's Heaven to him and told him that there his children would receive an education and I was sure they would be busy with their own experiences and adventures in the heavens and he would not be so stressed as they would be busy doing things they would enjoy. He asked how he could get them into the Children's Heaven. I told him to pray about it asking to be helped so his children could be helped. He called me several weeks later and told me he had prayed and then talked with the 3 children, and he had provided each of them with a "back pack" and sent them off to school in the Children's Heaven. He added that for the first time in years he was not troubled with the incessant chattering at him. He said he saw the children frequently. After this call I did not hear from him for several months, until he called and mentioned that now when he saw his children, they appeared to be Light. He wondered why, and wondered if there was anything he should do. I told him that his children would now have Faithist Ashars as their guardians and that they and he were simply finding that their deepening spiritual understanding, as well as his own growing understanding was the result of his children appearing as Light. They now had grown spiritually to understand that they have their own experiences which were far more interesting than chattering at him. When I decided to actually write the story of the Faithist's Children's Heaven, my first thought was to check with my Master Teacher, because I thought I needed to go into the Children's building so I could write about the children's experiences. In the years I had known about and visited the Faithist's Children's Heaven I knew nothing about how the children were educated with writing poetry and essays, music and dancing. I had no experiences about how the children lived and how they were educated. I prayed about this and decided to call my Master Teacher and see if a visit inside the large building that I have seen would be possible. I did not get a reply as I did sometimes when I spoke to my Master Teacher, but the next time I meditated I found myself inside the Children's Building. One worker greeted me and showed me around and told me that they had been told I wanted to learn about how the children were educated. She said I would have complete access inside and outside of the Children's Building and within the Children's Heaven, for there were adjoining buildings for infants being prepared to enter socializing and learning with other children in ES. She said that all the workers and children old enough to understand know why I am there. They have been instructed to call me "Mother Joan". I have complete freedom inside all buildings 12 and within the Children's Heaven. I am very thankful that I now can find myself inside. My first impressions of the interior of this building is that it is huge...mush larger than the outside appearance. This building seemed impressively huge...and I assume it enlarges as needed. My guide takes me to a huge room that is totally bare, except it has a stage. I assume it is like an auditorium that is found in most public schools today, but there are no seats visible at this time. Being in the heavens, I assume the room becomes whatever is needed. I assume the stage is used for some presentations by the children of orchestral musical performances and giving space for the creative dancing and production of plays and skits. The Auditorium itself could be used for many things: Perhaps an exhibit for Art which could be drawings, paintings and sculpture and hand crafts such as embroidery and weaving. There would be science projects of all kinds. I assume the stage would be used for programs the children produce themselves, performing for the children in the school as the audience. This prepares them to perform in the evenings I visited, which in turn prepares them to work with adults and be poised and comfortable. The following is an email this man, Arnold Zulaybar, sent to me in the spring of 2023. You will discover as you read this email that Arnold was an M.D. (Medical Doctor) in the Philippines. Dearest Sister Joan, Again, I am grateful you are undertaking this priceless labor of love for the love of our little ones who are always around us. Unfortunately, I do not keep a daily journal and have to rely on faulty memory. I gathered all of my children in the crisis filled days of my life like now where I wound up adding 2 more beautiful spirits. There are 12 of them now. 3 of the children had corporeal names and corporeal lives. I have all their names they identify with. To simplify the history, I confined it to 2 places: Manila and Chicago. Manila Origins. My life's turmoil began around 1990 when I joined a cult after a new friend invited me to join in during a career change and be exposed to the Oahspe in the process. Like I mentioned to you this is where I met my ex who suffers from multiple mental illnesses. A crisis formed in the cult that ended up with me and 13 my ex fleeing away. The initial contact and acquaintance with child spirits began when my ex underwent a heavy stressful episode somewhere between 1992-94. The heavy stress triggered a dissociative identity disorder aka multiple personality disorder that revealed itself when she suddenly stuck her tongue out and spoke in a child's voice. This is my 1st contact with the entity Maria Isubel Ubas (Isubel said as Eee- zoo-bell, then Ubas said like Ooo-bus. Ubas is grape in English). Maria became familiar with the small family and interacted with my ex's son and daughters everyday. Maria just enters the corporeal body at will and freely talks to us. But the discussion is limited to mundane spirit activity and nothing else on higher knowledge. Her manifestations lasts as long as 5-10 mins. In my ex's lucid state, she is able to talk to the spirit child like having a regular talk between people and see each other. With great regret I was unable to carry a deeper discussion with Maria. You have to understand that her presence is a shock to me and my family (that we accepted) and at all times, we strove to conceal her from the public. Outside myself, my ex, her son and daughters, no one else knows. Over the years, from a single child spirit, Maria gave a 'signal' to invite siblings into the family circle. They expanded to 5 namely (in order of appearance) Maria Isubel Ubas, Maria Angelica, Maria Margarita, Maria Gumamela [said as Goo- mah-meh-lah. Gumamela is hibiscus in English] and Maria Angelita (means little angel). It expanded to 6 by inviting another nature spirit named John-John. John- John never spoke or manifested to me. Maria says he's always around the place. This group of little angels affectionately address me as 'daddy' or 'dada'. From 1998, onward, the manifestations trickled down becoming sparse. My ex's mental illness became deeper. Maria Isubel confided to me that she's helpless during my ex's episodes of psychotic outbursts and psychotic rage. Perhaps, the scarce appearance took hold when my ex and I decided a forced miscarriage I mentioned in an email in August 2019. With profound grief and sadness, my contact with the spirit children ceased altogether in 2002 when my ex became deeply psychotic and made verbal threats directed to my parents (who were so kind to never abuse her and let her eat and 14 live in the same house where they were for 8 years) and I was forced to evict her before any harm or crime is done. Chicago Origins and Reunion. Another turmoil kicked off in 2010 when I asked for a divorce from my Chicago wife that became official in 2013. Fast forward to 2016. After 13 years in the US and in Chicago, I became a full-on vegan. I lost the conjugal house in 2016 to foreclosure and was forced to move to a basement apartment. Two years prior to moving, I saw on TV the horrible news of a child whose life ended after child abuse. The mom was jailed for the crime. I remember this child resided in the same street where my apartment was. I searched and bookmarked the news report and the address of the deceased child. The house is directly across frommy apartment. As I walk through the area of the child's house, I have a feeling and a sense that the child's spirit is loosely bound to the home that she knows. The house is totally empty and what happened to the rest of the family, I don't know. I finally compelled myself to attempt to 'rescue' the spirit of the child whose name is Ashley Mendoza. Shortly soon, a housing crisis fell on me again and forced me to move out of the apartment and with limited finances, I ended up renting a room. Around this time, I felt the companionship of Ashley's spirit turning stronger by associating with her regularly with my regular prayers. As I settled down again in a little room, because of Ashley, my thoughts were inspired to gather my elder sister's spirit, as well as the children I left behind in Manila by invoking their names and blessing them in regular prayers. Little by little, I felt a breakthrough happening and I became familiar with the company of the children until I had to release all of them to Children's Heaven as in my email last September 2019. In the greater view, like a point guard delivering the basketball down the court for the team, Ashley Mendoza became appropriately, my point-angel and inspired me to round up the spirit children I was acquainted with in the past in Manila including my elder sister, Clothilde. In this hard time, these are the names (in order of appearance) of the children I added to the lovely group: Ashley Mendoza, Clothilde Zulaybar (said like Zuh-lee- bar), Macy Dedase, Judith Braunholdt, Maria Hindenbera, and Maria Divina. 15 Clothilde Zulaybar is my elder sister (a year older) and lost life at birth but now consecrated to Children's Heaven, I hope she does recognize me as her earthly sibling. Macy Capus Dedase (Capus said as Kap-ooze and Dedase said as Dee-day-see) was the first born of my ex's daughter in Manila, has a very sacred place in my heart because she was born with severe cerebral palsy that made me helpless and worthless. The disease robbed her of a meaningful life and left her mute, disabled, and with agonizing seizures until her death during her preadolescent years not so long ago. In Children's Heaven I see her now as a beautiful rosy normal child who loves learning and being with her 'sisters.' Judith Braunholdt is an exception. Judith is a beautiful soul who lived with Down's syndrome and passed from complications characteristic of Down's syndrome (in her case, respiratory problems). An exception because she's the 1st 'child' person (Down's imparts a young appearance), a patient under my care (around 2013-14) and reached out to me for a human loving hug. It's a hug filled with love that I never had for a long time when relationships had ceased in my life. Maria Hindenbera is an outlier. She's an out-of-country angel friend from afar who visits Maria Isubel in Manila every now and then. She was casually mentioned to me by Maria a few times when she makes a visit. I have no recollection at all how the 2 became friends. The only sensible speculation I have is that I worked for Jewish American boss from Greenwich, CT from 1994 - 2000. Maria Gumamela and Maria Angelita (means little angel) were recent late additions to the team in spite of knowing them back in Manila. I had the most difficult task and time of recalling them because they made sporadic appearances very few and far inbetween. And they hardly speak when they are present and when they pop in, they just like to greet their 'dada'. Maria Divina is the newest addition and she happened in the most unusual dream where a white skinned lady offered up her child to me. I picked her up and there 16 she was in my arms, frail and skinny with infant hair, wearing a cute white and blue dress. Now, she's transformed into a very healthy, beautiful spirit. Her name was disclosed by\ a successive dream. Perhaps, as an explanation, I live a block away from a big Jewish-Catholic cemetery, one of these spirits got attracted the Creator's light from my place and brought in a child for adoption. In retrospect, my children angels serve in the Highest Light to keep me in the straight and narrow path of life. With all my faults and weaknesses, I try my best to be a good person because I don't want to model my bad self to my children. Mostly any spiritual message for me comes through either auditory, thought or dream messages. I feel that they are barred from directly intervening except when I'm in any immediate danger of sorts specially when I'm driving the car in crazy conditions or bad weather, I asked Arnold Zulaybar if he would prefer to be anonymous. He said "no" because he felt that learning about the Children's Heaven is such a gift for him he feels people should know that this is his experience and that it will help others to know that he is a man who has worked his undedrstanding to where he is now. He feels it is part of his Redemption and Restoration, and it is important that Faithists know who he is. Over time as I worked with Arnold I explained to him that he was doing what we call Restoration work. Restoration is where an individual becomes involved in some way to help others that is related to a problem the individual has had. When the individual recognizes the problem we say the individual is working with Redemption. Redemption and Restoration is something that most of us must recognize and pass through. The Restoration work could last for years. In Arnold's case his Restoration work began as he gathered in other children who were not part of his original family, his children who were aborted because of the very serious mental health issues of his wife. He recognized that there are many children who need to be found and sent to the Faithist's Children's Heaven, so he has undertaken this work. 17 Chapter 5 The Darkness In my experiences in the heavens, I have sometimes joined others as a worker in work already in progress. An experience I had very early in my travels in the heavens was the assignment to work in a place in a very dark heaven, thus a place closer to the earth than I had been before. Children were hiding in the darkness near where a "Center" to gather them in was located. This was before I had ever been to the Children's Heaven and knew nothing of it yet. When I worked in this Center I would find myself in what seemed like a huge tent. There were many cots with children sleeping on the cots. I was told that there were a number of children who were hiding in the surrounding darkness. I went a number of times to this Center in the heavens to search for children hiding in the surrounding forbidding darkness. I always was with several other workers. It was difficult work because of the darkness and because the children were frightened and hiding. We were given something that looked like wafers or cookies to offer the children to get them to come out of hiding and eat. We were to promise the children more food if they would come with us to the safe place. When we entered this deep darkness we began to call out gently that we had food and that we would not hurt them. After a time, there would always be several children in rags who would eventually come out of the darkness for the food we offered and hungerly eat the wafers. We would talk with them for a while and explain that we had been sent to find them and bring them with us to a place that was safe and where there was more light. We told them there were other children there already, and that all the children there were given food to eat. The children from the darkness went with us to the Center that was a place of light where a number of children were sleeping on individual cots. The children with us were given food, clean cloths appeared on them, and they were offered a safe place to sleep. Seeing other children sleeping peacefully the children we brought here decided to stay and stretched out on vacant cots and fell asleep instantly. The interior of this place that looked like a giant tent was lit by soft light from an unseen source. An angelic worker in this giant sleeping room told me that the soft light was comforting to the children and caused them to sleep soundly. I remembered seeing the soft light when I was shown the hospitals built to care for those who drown in the Tsunami. Colored lights were used in the hospitals for the healing of those who had drowned, and the soft white light helped them sleep until they were ready to awaken and begin their education in the heavens. I found myself gathering children from the darkness several times. On what was to be my last trip to this haven in the darkness I was told that there were no more children hiding here in this area. Therefore, the plateau where the children were sleeping was to be raised to a place in light, and I would be able to see what is called a "Plateau" raised. The children would be cared for and be educated in this new area in the light. As I mentioned previously, this was before I knew about the Children's Heaven. It was so amazing to me that the plateau was like a small island in the surrounding space. The angel showed me where I should stand as she told me that as the Center would be raised I would be going closer to the earth to a place much darker. The plateau slowly and gently separated from the surrounding darkness and began to rise upward until it had gone so high I could no longer see it. And I descended to a much darker area closer to 18 the earth to a place where adults were working with adults who were bound to the earth. This is another story about adults in the darkness. This small book is about children. As this book developed, I realized that I would like to visit a site like this if the work with children is still being done. I would like to be able to tell others about whatever my angelic teachers understand will present in the best way the story of how the children in the Children's Heaven are educated. When I asked my Master Teacher if the Rescue work was still going on in the heavens such as I had participated in and have called the Darkness. I was told that the heavens of our continent, North Guatama (North America) at this time had no rescue work for children in the darkness in the heavens. However, now the work in progress is with children being found close to the earth. It is my understanding that children are being gathered into plateaus resting close to our planet's surface. When the capacity of the plateau is reached it is then raised into a place in the lower heavens that has more light. It is not possible for the children to leave, but activities are provided for them, simple things for they have never experienced any activity except to hid because they are afraid. Now as I was inside this huge building in the Children's Heaven I found myself being given a robe to wear, just like all the workers wore. I was given a tray of small mugs full of some kind of colorful liquid and asked to follow the other workers. We walked into the area where the children were building with several different kind of blocks. They had small books with pictures of many kinds of buildings they were copying. I noticed one child seemed be working on a more complicated creation. One of the workers stopped and sat down beside this child and asked about his creation. The child laughed and said he didn't know what it was, but he liked building with the blocks so much he was just building. One worker had in his hand small wheels and axels and a picture of a wagon that he gave to this child. After looking at the picture and the wheels and axels he quickly built something like a wagon. Some of the other children saw what he was doing, and he showed what he had made. One child asked what these things were called and the worker answered their questions. They carefully looked at what had been built, and as there were more wheels and axels to be seen, in no time at all the axel vehicles were rolling around. Sometimes a lot of energy was put into rolling these wheeled creations and they would crash into each other or another child, and everyone would laugh including the workers. Some short towers began to appear, and one child asked another with the wheeled creation to see what happened if the tower was hit by the creation called "the wheels". A number of the children stopped their building to watch, and much laughter was heard as the tower collapsed. Then there was a great flurry of building of towers, and requests for more wheels and axels. I set my tray of small mugs down on a child-size table. It was at this time that I realized that all the children in this area were around the same size, and realized there must be other areas for older children a bit larger who would be doing other things. I began to look around and saw children working things that were "self-teaching" with what reminded me of Montessori learning materials. One thing I noticed was a frame that taught tying knots such as were used for the cords about the waist. Other frames taught tying different kinds of knots and a bow. It was then that I noticed some children had tied bows in the cords around their waist. I saw something that I had wondered about: how numbers are taught A square piece of something similar to plastic or wood was designed with holes for colored marbles. There were words written under the 19 holes, the words were the counting word: one hole for one marble and the word "one" written under the marble hole; two holes for two marbles and the word "two". The counting was done in small tablets of several numbers and some tablets were teaching larger numbers. Because we were in the heavens the child would hear the word of the number when the marbles were placed in all the holes of a tablet. Some children were enjoying this, and seriously working to learn the names of the numbers of what I call "Angel Speak". Simple addition and subtraction were taught in much the same way. The first experience being with marbles placed (or added) in holes, or taken from holes (subtracted). It was all so simple and children were all busy at their own work and their own level or ability to understand. I wondered if reading was taught in much the same way. I looked around the large room and saw some children working with letters. I moved closer to this area and saw children matching shapes of letters and hearing the phonetic sound as the letter was placed in its proper space in the tablet and the child heard its name. "Talking Tablets" with simple words were in a nearby area where pictures of flowers, trees and growing plants were taught in a similar way for those children ready for more I looked around and saw an open area where children were gardening with flowers. Flowering plants could be seen In another open space through an arch in another part of this room, an inside/outside room. There was more work with phonetic sounds used in what I have come to call "Angel Speak". Our phonics in this country is a mix of various sounds for some letters, especially sounds for vowels. Angel Speak has only one sound for each letter. A bit farther on I could see that children were working with the perfect phonics of "Angel Speak". In this area there were pictures of many things children are familiar with, and the pages read the word to the children as they match the form of one or more letters with the place on-or-in the tablet. This method of teaching reading and mathematics is so simple with the support of talking tablets and pages. I had wondered how these things were taught using the child's natural thirst for new things. Children are allowed to explore the wonders of learning without pressure or comparison to others. Each child moves along at their own pace. Years ago I was instructed in the teaching of spiritual things to adults. I was told that children learn in their own individual way. Group education used in Public Schools often leaves some children behind. I was told that each individual learns in a way that is different from other individuals. To teach spiritually the teacher must understand that learning can be what is called "uneven". While one child or adult grasps one spiritual teaching easily, they may have to work for a longer time to understand another spiritual teaching someone else has already learned. I needed to understand that because we are all individuals ... all learning is individual. We do not all learn in the same way. This is an important fact Faithists must learn. The "teacher" does not teach, the teacher assists with an individuals quest for knowledge. All the rooms with the increasing skills presented allow a child to move ahead in areas of natural abilities and understanding, so a child with quick ability with letters is able to move into reading when interested. They progress in arithmetic in the same way, so that when ready for new work they move into the next level. They can return to the lower levels in other things. Some children 20 are quick in several areas. All children progress at their own rate without competition. A wonderful way to learn. Another advantage to this flow of learning is that new children can be added to a group with no problems other than making the space in the "activity rooms" the correct size for the number of children in that area. Chapter 6 A Personal Experience One day a few months ago, I found myself in a place like a park...lots of open space, no one around except a small group standing near when I found myself. The tallest individual was a man who smiled at me as I walked toward him. He said: "We are your children who did not experience earth-life. We all were raised in the Children's Heaven, and I stayed on there as a worker to be with my brothers and sisters until your youngest child was ready to Ascend to the Second Heaven. We all wanted to go together as a group. My name is Rigor." Then each of the other three males and two females, introduced themselves. Unfortunately I was so surprised I cannot remember their names. The youngest of the group, the one they had all waited for to ascend to the next Heaven seemed shy. As I have thought about this it seems natural that he would not have had as many experiences as the others, and the oldest would have more experiences with others in both family and school groups. It was no wonder the youngest was shy. And it was no wonder that Rigor was chosen as spokesperson. Rigor told me they would be ascending and would not be in the First Resurrection any longer. They had chosen to ascend together as a family group. They had told their Teachers that they would like to meet me before they left the First Resurrection and that they would be looking forward to getting to know me in the Second Resurrection. And the experience was over. I assume that Rigor has worked all those 60 some years Ken and I were on the earth. Ken was a School Psychologist and our schools benefited from Kens knowledge and experience. We worked with a number of children and adults, offering many Scholarships. We offered innovative reading tutoring that helped adults as well as Public School students. As I have written this I realize my children in ES must have met their father, Ken, who has been a in ES for over 15 years. I assume he would have been present at this family meeting, but he had been called to help in some way at the site of the war in the Ukraine about a year and a half before this meeting. This experience is totally amazing to me, and I am looking forward to getting to know all of our children. Incidentally, as of the summer of 2023 I have not seen Ken since several weeks before the invasion of Ukraine. Ken must still be busy helping with Faithist work because of the war. 21 Note to Les Lee Hi LesLee, I understand there is more to tell about the Children's Heaven. I would think that your story would fit in nicely when I am told children are not being gathered in from the darkness of the heavens over Guatama at this time, but are being gathered from the darkness near or actually on the earth which is your story. This is the Chapter called "Darkness". This is a first draft and will be expanded as the work progresses. It is unedited, and so changes will occur as the process continues. Your work can be included in the chapter Darkness or be a separate chapter following Darkness.. Your choice. You may choose to be anonymous, that is no problem. There are Faithists who know of your work because you have spoken about it. I feel your work is part of this story of the Children's Heaven. You can tell as much or as little as you want to tell. End Notes 22 i Bio for Cora Nicols Jessup Bennet (Perhaps this could be an End Note) Sister Cora moved to the United States from England via Australia in the 1980s. She donated her property in California to Universal Faithists of Kosmon, and this property now houses the Archives of various Faithist groups including England and Australia as well as groups in the United States that are now closed including Brotherhood of Light, Essenes of Kosmon, The Eloists, Four Winds in Georgia and the Canadian Faithist Brotherhood as well as a few papers from Newbrough, Howland and Shalam. We also have a few letters and copies of telegrams which mention the first attempt at a Faithist community in New Jersey in 1883. Many Faithists are not aware of this attempt in New Jersey the year before the property in New Mexico was purchased by Andrew Howland and became Shalam. 23